Monday, June 9, 2008

Amazing school life, horrible ending!!

School is the best part of one's life. It not only teaches us how to be disciplined but makes us go equally wild!! The best part of school life is FRIENDS- with whom we used to spend most of our day- talking, gossiping, eating, drinking(water!!), studying- basically enjoying!!!

As the days near an end, i wonder if all the friends, with whom i spent my spent my golden days, be there with me forever?? Will we ever be able to chatter carelesly again?? And as we painfully part, promising to stay in touch forever, i wonder if all this be realised??

Just a few days of separation has made us feel like strangers, i dont expect all those "fake" promises of staying in contact were ever true. We rarely talk now, rarely meet and rarely sit and chatter like we did. This is awfully painful but strangely unavoidable!! The best part of my life will finally move away from me- forever- merely being part of our varoius profiles or mere phone numbers in our old cell phones which will never be touched again!!!

Dreams Shattered

When i was small, people used to ask what you want to become when you grow up?
i used to reply- i want to become an officer, without even knowing the meaning of it!!

Then as i grew old, i used to say - i want to become an IAS officer, but then my dreams were "shattered" for reasons unexplained...

Then i thought of taking up commerce and then becoming a CA, but then again, as always, my dreams were "shattered" for reasons unexplained...

But still i dreamt of doing law and then PG in journalism.. And now i fear that my dreams will again be "shattered" for reasons unexplained.. And i just cant stop it from happening!!!